I've given my all to this only to feel duped, unappreciated, rejected, and most of all...stupid. Continuously giving 100% of my time and energy for something that has me backpedaling. In life we plan to move forward; never backwards in a situation or thought. And that's just what I plan to do. Blood, sweat and tears, and in return lies and fairytales to keep me hanging on. No longer the puppet. I've done this before...not again. It's a wrap.